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Name: Emily
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Findlay
Birthday: 12/17/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: I Love Basketball & Softball!! I Love Hanging Out With My Friends!! And Listening To Music...... and just being me!! lol
Expertise: Having Fun ;)
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  Bball30cutie10
Member Since:
12/4/2005
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| Hey... wow it's been a while...
Well.... IT'S BASKETBALL SEASON!! im pumped... even though i just sit on the bench =) oh well
Have you ever felt like you know someone soo well.... you've trusted them with EVERYTHING about you and you trust every word they tell you...... and then suddenly all that trust is loss.... u feel like you've lost everything. Every secret u trusted them with was out in the open now... the only person you believed cared for you has done alot to prove to u they really don't.... i guess i really don't NEED anyone to care for me.... i guess i've never really had someone ACTUALLY care for me like they said they did.... or at least not proved it.... so i don't know... maybe i don't deserved to be cared for.... i've gone 14 almost 15 years with out it... maybe i don't need it... or does EVERYONE have/need some one to care for them....?
well it's been awhile... and alot has happened..... i dnt wanna get into details.... but if you really want to know... u can ask.....
leave comments <3 Emily
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| Heres just some random stuff for ya....
1) Where & when was your last kiss?:
umm... i dk it's been awhile... =/
2) What color boxers/underwear are you wearing now?
PINK!
3) What are you listening to right now?
Lips of an Angel! MY FAVORITE SONG!!
4) Whats your favorite number?:
15 and 7
5) What was the last thing you ate?:
Peanut butter and chocolate fudge! =)
6) When was the last time you smiled?:
......like 20 mins ago
7) How is the weather right now?:
cold and windy
8) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?:
Adam...
9) What is your worst habit?:
talkin fast.... ?
10) Do you drink?:
pop yes... alcohol no
11) Do you smoke?:
Nope
12) When was the last time, if ever, you blacked out?:
never have....
13) Do you have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend?:
nope...
14) Your Hair color?:
Redish/Brown
15) Eye Color?:
Brown... =/
16) Do you wear contacts?:
No.
17) Favorite Holiday?:
Christmas
18) Favorite Month?:
December
19) Have you ever cried for no reason?:
Oh yeah.
20) What was the last movie you watched?:
Uhm, Center Stage...
21) Favorite Day of the Year?:
Dec. 17th!! my bday!
22) Are you too shy to ask someone out?:
Nah... but i prefer they ask me! =)
23) Last advice you received?:
Don't do drugs..? jk it's kinda personal
24) What was the highlight of your weekend?:
i stayed at tasha's.... the whole things Highlighted!
25) Chocolate or Vanilla Ice Cream?:
Chocolate.
26) What is the last text message you reiceved?:
if i had a phone... oh wait i don't!
27) What did the last text message you sent say?:
once again.. don't got a phone
28) Who was the last person to call you?:
Adam
29) What was the last sports game you watched?:
Football
30) When was the last time you slept in someone else's bed?:
i slept in tasha's on Sat.! =)
33) What were you doing before this?:
Doing laundry.
34) Any pets?:
A cat and a dog
35) Favorite Drink?:
Mt. Dew
36) Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?:
Butter and salted.
37) Dogs or cats?:
Dogs
38) Favorite flower?:
Black roses.
39) When was the last time you got in trouble?:
ummm actually it's been awhile!
40) What did you do?:
i can't even remember
41) Have you ever loved someone?:
Yes i have....
42) Who would you like to see right now?:
... no comment
43.) Do you like cheese?:
kinda..
44) Have you ever fired a gun?:
YES! not at anyone tho!
45) Do you like to travel by plane?:
I never have so I wouldn't know.
46) What websites do you go to frequently?:
MySpace, xanga
47). If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?:
Hawaii!
48) How many pillows do you sleep with?:
Two.
49) Are you missing someone?:
Yes.
50) How was your day?:
So far, pretty good.... tireing
10 Facts
Hometown:
Upper Sandusky,OH
Birthplace:
Marion,OH
Height:
5 foot 8
Hair color:
redish brown..
Hair length:
a little below my shoulders
Eye color:
brown
Shoe size:
12
Mood:
tired
Age:
14
Siblings:
2 brothers
10 Lovelife
Have you ever been in love?:
Yes
Do you believe in love?:
Yes.
Why did your last relationship fail?:
lots of things were happening
Have you ever been heartbroken?:
Yes =(
Have you ever broken someones heart:
I hope not... prob not..
Have you ever fallen for your best friend?:
yah
Are you planning on getting married?:
Yes.
Are you afraid of commitment?:
No.
Do you love love?:
Yes.
Would you marry just for money?:
noway
T.h.e. W.h.o.s
Who is in the house with you? my dad and mom
Who was the last person to IM you? Jordan
Who are you thinking about now? you... =) lol
Who did you last talk to on the phone? my g-ma
Who's house did you last go to? umm...mine..?
Who do you sit next to in your 2nd period class? wyatt
Who's your favorite teacher? this year... ummm.... gottfried..?
Who's birthday is next? umm my brother's!
Who was the last person you told you love them? my mommy!
Who do you wish you were with right now? wouldn't u like to know
Who's you favorite relative? umm.. i don't have one...
Who gets on your nerves the most from your school? not given names
T.h.e. W.h.e.r.e.s.
Where do you go to school? Upper Sandusky
Where do you live? Upper sandusky
were is your phone? next to me
Where are your parents? workin
Where do you sleep? in my room
Where do you shop the most? Kohls!
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? Kohls! and hollister
Where did you last take a car ride to? my house...
01. spell your name without vowels: EMLY
2. what is the date two days after your birthday: Dec. 19
03. how many pairs of jeans do you own: Probably like 5
04. do you wear all of them: yea
05. what colour do you wear most: pink
06. least favorite color: yellow
07. last song heard on the radio: What Hurts the most
08. what's for dinner tonight: NO CLUE!
09. are you happy with your life right now: umm happy... is that what you call it
10. tell me a secret about one of your siblings: they don't tell me much... =/
11. who was the last person that texted you: no phone! =)
12. who did you last call on your cell phone: dont got one..
---------------ok here's the last one---------------------
NAME TEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND RIGHT NOW
1. food
2. my life
3. my hmwk
4. sleeping!
5. song lyrics
6. my plans this weekend
7. ...
8.....
9. ....
10. ...
NAME NINE THINGS YOU'RE DOING RIGHT NOW
1. this survey
2. listening to music
3. eating
4. drinkin a pop
5. surfin the net
6. talkin to some friends
7. playing with my hair
8. trying to stay awake
9. thinkin....
NAME EIGHT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
1. bed
2. tv
3. couch
4. pictures
5. clothes
6. stereo
7. cds
8. ...a table..?
NAME SEVEN OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS
1. Lips of an angel
2. Hate Me Today
3. I loved her first
4. Gallery
5. Sexy Love
6.
7.
NAME SIX OF YOUR FAVORITE THINGS LOCATED IN YOUR WARDROBE
1. my pink shirt (i'm wearing now)
2. the blue shirt i wore yesterday
3. my jeans i'm wearing now
4. the jeans i wore yesterday
5.
6.
NAME FIVE THINGS YOU'RE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Bra
2. brown cami
3. pink shirt
4. pants
5. underwear
NAME FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE MOVIES
1. Save the last dance
2. Love & Basketball
3. Step up
4. She's the man..? i have no clue
NAME THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOWS
1. Desperate Houswives
2. GREYS ANATOMY!!
3. Gilmore Girls!
NAME TWO OF YOUR FAVORITE COLORS
1. pink!
2. blue
NAME ONE THING YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. travel!
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| Hey guys.... Have you ever felt like you did something wrong... and it brought pain to everyone else around you.... thats exsactly how i feel right now... i feel like I did something to cause pain to EVERYONE close to me.... i shoulda done sumthin different.. and maybe my family wouldn't be goin through what they are... i should of stayed stronger and helped out my family instead of crying myself... i NEED to be stronger... i shouldn't have been selfish and i wouldn't have driven YOU away... i shouldn't let the little things bother me... but i do... i shouldn't be so emotional... i shouldn't worry about what i want.... Maybe if i would have been different... THINGS would be different....it's my fault... it has to be.... Everything is soo messed up......... x3 Em | | |
| Hey guys~
well HC was pretty awesome! i loved it actually... it was fun just lettin loose like that =) it felt good to be happy and not have any worries there for awhile... and all my ladies... you looked fabulous!! Like Always... =) but anyways... i dunno crazy last couple of days.... =( don't feel like talkin about it really... but if you want to know ask i guess....
well heres just some stuff... comment if you wanna.... <3 Me
& these scars on my wrist remind me of the days when
life wasn't soo easy, smiling wasn't so natural,crying was friendly,
and nothing seemed worth it anymore....
& You remind me over and over again you love me....
But why don't I believe you?
love is when he touches me i become weak. love is when he stops what he's doing so he can look over at me and smile. love is when he knocks into me just to see me smile back at him. its when i cant be angry with him longer than five seconds. its the feeling i get whenever i think about him, and knows that he gets that feeling too. its when i can feel him stare at me from across the room. its when he listens to everything i have to say even if he doesnt care. its when he jokingly tells me he loves me but really does mean it. love is when he sits beside me when there are ten other available seats. love is when he sits beside me when there are hundreds other available girls. love is how nobody ever makes me the feel the way he does. when he offers me his coat even if it means he would freeze. when he says he'll never leave me. when he sticks up for me. when he offers up his seat. when he sits in my lap just to get a laugh. love is when i can remember everything he has ever said or did. love is when i couldnt possibly stop the feelings i have for him even though i have tried so hard. love is when he keeps coming back because neither of us can get enough. its when he would never be out of line with me or hurt my feelings intentionally. love is him and me ... just him and me.....
& your kisses
No, she can't forget them
but thats not gonna keep
her from moving on
Sure she's cried & sure it hurts...
so bad sometimes in fact
she has to constantly remind herself
this is the right thing to do...
But she's stronger than this...
& Her Kisses....
You might as well forget them
and you might as well just move on
She's done crying over you..
you've had your chances...
to many infact... she's done
You didn't know how to treat her...
She's stronger than this...
** OH BOY.... HERE SHE GOES AGAIN ** | | |
| Hey everyone~ hmm things are pretty crazy... lots of things going on... HC is sat. not as excited as i was... adam isn't goin now.... so i'm gonna be bumbed about that...=( soo yah other than that not much new is goin on. lots of cheerleading and bball so yah lol welp comment if u want i guess....
<3 Me
i don't see the point of holding on any more... i don't see the point in keeping myself here and hurting everyone else around me.... it seems like everything that was once solid in my life is now crumbling beneath my feet.... where did you turn when your stability is now gone.... so maybe i would just be doin everyone a favor....i don't know.... =(
[1]when a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her head.
[2]when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she's wondering how long you'll be around.
[3]when a girl answers "i'm fine",
she isn't.
[4]when a girl stares at you
she's wondering why you're lying
[5]when a girl wants to see you everyday,
she doesn't want to lose you
[6]when a girl says i love you,
she means it more than anything else.
[7]when a girl says "i miss you",
no one in this world can miss you more than that
you don’t have to take me out to a fancy dinner
ill have fun even if we go to mcdonalds
&& have a hamburger and fries
as long as were together <3
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